Leave Me Alone

by Minnie

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1.	this is what you wanted 04:09	lyrics	buy track
you changed my life but not in the way I needed I thought you'd be okay but now I'll never be the same again this is what you wanted right? staying up late with you on my mind this is what you wanted right? thinking of you when I cry this is what you wanted you thought you were the one told me I couldn't do any better controlled me with your words and now I'll never be the same again this is what you wanted right? scared to be with anyone else this is what you wanted right? anxiety filled when I go outside this is what you wanted wouldn't you like to hear that I never cared for you not sorry to tell you I never needed you not sorry to tell you I never needed you this is what you wanted right? this is what you wanted right? this is what you wanted right?
2.	daydream 04:15	lyrics	buy track
I don't know who I am but I'll try to understand fireflies passing by remind me how fast I'll die you are so close so far I wanna be your daydream if only I could let you in you are so close so far please don't forget about me I promise I will let you in looking up the night sky moon shines bright inside my eyes walking fast scrape my knee wondering do you see me you are so close so far I wanna be your daydream if only I could let you in you are so close so far please don't forget about me I promise I will let you in I miss you in the daylight am I ever on your mind I miss you in the night sky tell me please I'll be alright I miss you in the daylight am I ever on your mind I miss you in the night sky tell me please I'll be just fine you are so close so far I wanna be your daydream if only I could let you in you are so close so far please don't forget about me I promise I will let you in
3.	stereotypes 02:14	lyrics	buy track
you left me on read for what feels like a thousand times as much as I'd like to be with you I'm worth more than this I really do like you but its hard to get strung along I wish you'd just tell me we're over so I can move on I'm not dealing with all of your bullshit maybe figure your self out before you mess with someone else and I know that when you get back to me I'll forget everything I said to my friends ignoring it instead I'm not dealing with all of your bullshit maybe figure your self out before you mess with someone else I'm so disappointed maybe the stereotypes are true then why do I still like you how do I get over you I'm not dealing with all of your bullshit maybe figure your self out before you mess with someone else
4.	ache 03:18	lyrics	buy track
it’s an ache in my chest when I think of your name don't wanna accept the truth can't believe it was you no it couldn't be true never thought that you'd stoop this low mmmmmm mmmmmm you picked up my hopes pretended to see more got caught up in your own lies I thought you'd be mature better than those before waited four months to let me know mmmmmm mmmmmm I didn't wanna believe that you could do this to me I didn't wanna believe that you could do this to me mmmmmm mmmmmm
5.	I don't like you 02:26	lyrics	buy track
I don't wanna be alone tonight so can I call you or just text you goodnight I don't like you I just need you to hold my hand so can you stay here and just lay here till the end of time or till I'm fine mmm till I'm fine mmm it's the same routine repeats itself once more there's no one here to hide my fears just like before lay my head down let my thoughts drown distract myself exhaustion breaks me overtakes me it starts again I'm sorry for who I am I'm sorry for who I am I'm sorry for who I am I'm tired of who I am
6.	pointless. 02:18	lyrics	buy track
I don't really wanna get up cuz nothing feels as safe as my bed the seconds passing don't feel right how am I supposed to wake up today I feel like garbage don't wanna talk about it my mind's a mess right now gotta clean it out conversation seems to drown me I'd rather just be alone today there isn't anything to cry about nothing I can change to make it okay I feel like garbage don't wanna talk about it my mind's a mess right now gotta clean it out I hate when I feel this way but this is here to stay
7.	slowly 02:22	lyrics	buy track
watching sad videos online so maybe I'll cry what can I do there's nothing left besides my own mind I want to go I need to leave I can not stay here to decompose slowly slowly slowly Please tell me how I will survive or maybe just lie I'm done with all this pointless shit no more of all this I want to go I need to leave I can not stay here to decompose slowly slowly slowly I want to go I need to leave I can not stay here to decompose slowly
8.	make believe 03:22	lyrics	buy track
send a few texts while waiting on time dream about the things I wish were mine pulled on back from make believe forget about the things I want to see eyes of stars follow the dark decide when I should fall apart walls are paper thin they're cutting through my skin the magic of this place has gone lost the place I'm in its disappeared within but I know that I can hold on wings are caught so I'll never try crushed under shadows that whisper lies leaves of green invade my treehouse poisoned by the darkness of all my doubt memories have left a few marks disconnect so I can restart walls are paper thin they're cutting through my skin the magic of this place has gone lost the place I'm in its disappeared within but I know that I can hold on mmmm mmmm mmmm mmmm mmmm mmmm
9.	tell me 03:06	lyrics	buy track
I wish people spoke when they wanted to say what's on your mind get it out of you why do I do this to myself I know that this is bad for my mental health I'll be fine in a couple days but for now I'll settle for just okay tell me there is no point in wasting time you don't always have to be alright why do I do this to myself I know that this is bad for my mental health I'll be fine in a couple days but for now I'll settle for just okay did you figure it out tell me when you figure it out did you figure it out tell me when you figure it out x2 why do I do this to myself I know that this is bad for my mental health I'll be fine in a couple days but for now I'll settle for just okay
10.	s.a.d. 03:15	lyrics	buy track
I think I'm scared to talk to you pretend I'm not here mmm lump in my throat might hold my breath can't let it show mmm don't look at me close your eyes stop messing things look at my phone pretend to know why mmmm time starts to slow can't focus my head don't know what to say mmm wish I could change stop being afraid maybe one day mmm don't look at me close your eyes stop messing things I am tired of always being terrified mmmmm mmmmm mmmmm
11.	positively contradicted 03:56	lyrics	buy track
I start the day like any other high hopes no matter the weather I'm feeling optimistic positively contradicted just stay in bed it'll make it worse if you go out there just stay in bed nothing else will feel any better I can't really breathe with you here right now please give me some space my hearts beating fast it'll jump right on out please give me some space no I don't think I will I wish that I could talk to other people I just need to gather up the courage I'm feeling optimistic positively contradicted don't go there no matter what you say they'll hate you don't go there you're better off alone its easier I can't really breathe with you here right now please give me some space my hearts beating fast it'll jump right on out please give me some space no I don't think I will you're a pain in my stomach it hurts all day give me a break I hate this feeling in my chest feels like I'm bleeding inside of my head I can't really breathe with you here right now please give me some space my hearts beating fast it'll jump right on out please give me some space no I don't think I will I don't think I will I don't think I will
12.	leave me alone 03:38	lyrics	buy track
growing in my garden every day I feel alone cloudy skies and prying eyes follow me home shake the dirt off wipe my shirt and try to move on your feelings greener never sweeter get off my lawn so I'll pull out all your weeds get away from me you'll never be mine bugs will try to run away you'll never hear them say she'll always be yours branches growing leaves are falling and I'm growing tall you're overgrown and you should go please leave me alone birds are singing and I'm leaving to be on my own the Bumble bees don't disagree that I can go on so I'll pull out all your weeds get away from me you'll never be mine bugs will try to run away you'll never hear them say she'll always be yours no more highs plants will cry when you are near me I wanna die muddy shoes wet socks too remind me of you
13.	borderline insanity 02:55	lyrics	buy track
you say its not you but then who are you get off that bullshit there's no excuses sick and twisted full of mistakes I'm not letting it go one more time I I need my sanity my sanity mine I I need my sanity I want my sanity mine It's not around you yes I don't care about you you can not scare me I'm not the one to get you there sick and twisted already did this threaten me one more time I'll be gone I I need my sanity my sanity mine I I need my sanity I want my sanity mine sick and twisted you'll never get it you'll always and forever be full of shit I I need my sanity my sanity mine I I need my sanity I want my sanity mine
14.	forget me 03:20	lyrics	buy track
forget me that's how it should be I am nobody so just forget me one day you'll slowly stop messaging and move on to better things and leave me here that's okay I knew that this day would come I'll just be on my own so leave me here forget me that's how it should be I am nobody so just forget me forget me that's how it should be I am nobody so just forget me it seems to happen every time maybe this is a sign they'll leave me here I don't wanna go through this its not worth fighting it just leave me here forget me that's how it should be I am nobody so just forget me forget me that's how it should be I am nobody so just forget me I'll just be alone till I'm gone it's easier that way no more no more no more forget me that's how it should be I am nobody so just forget me
15.	Willie 03:17	lyrics	buy track
she's always around with her I never can be down mmm mmm mmm she finds a way to be the kindest person that you'll ever meet mmm mmm mmm and I I'll be grateful till the end of time for all she has done and I I can't believe that she's my best friend mmm mmm through highs and lows mostly highs throughout the nights mmm mmm mmm and I I'll be grateful till the end of time for all she has done and I I can't believe that she's my best friend mmm mmm I hope you know even though I don't say it I hope you know even though I don't say it I love you Willie

about

"Leave Me Alone" is my first album. It's about the process of learning to be alone. It tells the stories of different relationships and the emotions that I have felt in the last year. It was written, recorded, and produced all in my bedroom studio. It all started during the first month of quarantine; as this was the first time I was alone for such a long period of time. I had time to reflect on my past and started to write. I put this together so people in a similar situation can understand and connect; to know they're not the only ones feeling alone.