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this is what you wanted
04:09
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you changed my life
but not in the way I needed
I thought you'd be okay
but now I'll never be the same again
this is what you wanted right?
staying up late with you on my mind
this is what you wanted right?
thinking of you when I cry
this is what you wanted
you thought you were the one
told me I couldn't do any better
controlled me with your words
and now I'll never be the same again
this is what you wanted right?
scared to be with anyone else
this is what you wanted right?
anxiety filled when I go outside
this is what you wanted
wouldn't you like to hear
that I never cared for you
not sorry to tell you
I never needed you
not sorry to tell you
I never needed you
this is what you wanted right?
this is what you wanted right?
this is what you wanted right?
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2. |
daydream
04:15
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I don't know
who I am
but I'll try
to understand
fireflies
passing by
remind me
how fast I'll die
you are so close so far
I wanna be your daydream
if only I could let you in
you are so close so far
please don't forget about me
I promise I will let you in
looking up
the night sky
moon shines bright
inside my eyes
walking fast
scrape my knee
wondering
do you see me
you are so close so far
I wanna be your daydream
if only I could let you in
you are so close so far
please don't forget about me
I promise I will let you in
I miss you in the daylight
am I ever on your mind
I miss you in the night sky
tell me please I'll be alright
I miss you in the daylight
am I ever on your mind
I miss you in the night sky
tell me please I'll be just fine
you are so close so far
I wanna be your daydream
if only I could let you in
you are so close so far
please don't forget about me
I promise I will let you in
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3. |
stereotypes
02:14
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you left me on read for what feels like a thousand times
as much as I'd like to be with you I'm worth more than this
I really do like you but its hard to get strung along
I wish you'd just tell me we're over so I can move on
I'm not dealing with all of your bullshit
maybe figure your self out before you
mess with someone else
and I know that when you get back to me I'll forget
everything I said to my friends ignoring it instead
I'm not dealing with all of your bullshit
maybe figure your self out before you
mess with someone else
I'm so disappointed
maybe the stereotypes are true
then why do I still like you
how do I get over you
I'm not dealing with all of your bullshit
maybe figure your self out before you
mess with someone else
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4. |
ache
03:18
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it’s an ache in my chest
when I think of your name
don't wanna accept the truth
can't believe it was you
no it couldn't be true
never thought that you'd stoop this low
mmmmmm mmmmmm
you picked up my hopes
pretended to see more
got caught up in your own lies
I thought you'd be mature
better than those before
waited four months to let me know
mmmmmm mmmmmm
I didn't wanna believe
that you could do this to me
I didn't wanna believe
that you could do this to me
mmmmmm mmmmmm
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5. |
I don't like you
02:26
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I don't wanna be alone tonight
so can I call you or just text you goodnight
I don't like you I just need you to hold my hand
so can you stay here and just lay here till the end of time
or till I'm fine
mmm
till I'm fine
mmm
it's the same routine repeats itself once more
there's no one here to hide my fears just like before
lay my head down let my thoughts drown distract myself
exhaustion breaks me overtakes me
it starts again
I'm sorry for who I am
I'm sorry for who I am
I'm sorry for who I am
I'm tired of who I am
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6. |
pointless.
02:18
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I don't really wanna get up
cuz nothing feels as safe as my bed
the seconds passing don't feel right
how am I supposed to wake up today
I feel like garbage
don't wanna talk about it
my mind's a mess right now
gotta clean it out
conversation seems to drown me
I'd rather just be alone today
there isn't anything to cry about
nothing I can change to make it okay
I feel like garbage
don't wanna talk about it
my mind's a mess right now
gotta clean it out
I hate when I feel this way
but this is here to stay
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7. |
slowly
02:22
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watching sad videos online
so maybe I'll cry
what can I do there's nothing left
besides my own mind
I want to go
I need to leave
I can not stay here to decompose
slowly
slowly
slowly
Please tell me how I will survive
or maybe just lie
I'm done with all this pointless shit
no more of all this
I want to go
I need to leave
I can not stay here to decompose
slowly
slowly
slowly
I want to go
I need to leave
I can not stay here to decompose
slowly
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8. |
make believe
03:22
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send a few texts while waiting on time
dream about the things I wish were mine
pulled on back from make believe
forget about the things I want to see
eyes of stars follow the dark
decide when I should fall apart
walls are paper thin they're cutting through my skin
the magic of this place has gone
lost the place I'm in its disappeared within
but I know that I can hold on
wings are caught so I'll never try
crushed under shadows that whisper lies
leaves of green invade my treehouse
poisoned by the darkness of all my doubt
memories have left a few marks
disconnect so I can restart
walls are paper thin they're cutting through my skin
the magic of this place has gone
lost the place I'm in its disappeared within
but I know that I can hold on
mmmm mmmm mmmm
mmmm mmmm mmmm
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9. |
tell me
03:06
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I wish people spoke when they wanted to
say what's on your mind
get it out of you
why do I do this to myself
I know that this is bad for my mental health
I'll be fine in a couple days
but for now I'll settle for just okay
tell me
there is no point in wasting time
you don't always have to be alright
why do I do this to myself
I know that this is bad for my mental health
I'll be fine in a couple days
but for now I'll settle for just okay
did you figure it out
tell me when you figure it out
did you figure it out
tell me when you figure it out x2
why do I do this to myself
I know that this is bad for my mental health
I'll be fine in a couple days
but for now I'll settle for just okay
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10. |
s.a.d.
03:15
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I think I'm scared
to talk to you
pretend I'm not here
mmm
lump in my throat
might hold my breath
can't let it show
mmm
don't look at me
close your eyes
stop messing things
look at my phone pretend to know why
mmmm
time starts to slow
can't focus my head
don't know what to say
mmm
wish I could change
stop being afraid
maybe one day
mmm
don't look at me
close your eyes
stop messing things
I am tired of always being terrified
mmmmm
mmmmm
mmmmm
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11. |
positively contradicted
03:56
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I start the day like any other
high hopes no matter the weather
I'm feeling optimistic
positively contradicted
just stay in bed
it'll make it worse if you go out there
just stay in bed
nothing else will feel any better
I can't really breathe with you here right now
please give me some space
my hearts beating fast it'll jump right on out
please give me some space
no
I don't think I will
I wish that I could talk to other people
I just need to gather up the courage
I'm feeling optimistic
positively contradicted
don't go there
no matter what you say they'll hate you
don't go there
you're better off alone its easier
I can't really breathe with you here right now
please give me some space
my hearts beating fast it'll jump right on out
please give me some space
no
I don't think I will
you're a pain in my stomach
it hurts all day give me a break
I hate this feeling in my chest
feels like I'm bleeding inside of my head
I can't really breathe with you here right now
please give me some space
my hearts beating fast it'll jump right on out
please give me some space
no
I don't think I will
I don't think I will
I don't think I will
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12. |
leave me alone
03:38
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growing in my garden
every day I feel alone
cloudy skies and prying eyes
follow me home
shake the dirt off
wipe my shirt and try to move on
your feelings greener never sweeter
get off my lawn
so I'll pull out all your weeds
get away from me
you'll never be mine
bugs will try to run away
you'll never hear them say
she'll always be yours
branches growing leaves are falling
and I'm growing tall
you're overgrown and you should go
please leave me alone
birds are singing
and I'm leaving to be on my own
the Bumble bees don't disagree
that I can go on
so I'll pull out all your weeds
get away from me
you'll never be mine
bugs will try to run away
you'll never hear them say
she'll always be yours
no more highs
plants will cry
when you are near me
I wanna die
muddy shoes
wet socks too
remind me of you
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13. |
borderline insanity
02:55
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you say its not you
but then who are you
get off that bullshit
there's no excuses
sick and twisted
full of mistakes
I'm not letting it go one more time
I I need my sanity
my sanity
mine
I I need my sanity
I want my sanity
mine
It's not around you
yes I don't care about you
you can not scare me
I'm not the one to get you there
sick and twisted
already did this
threaten me one more time I'll be gone
I I need my sanity
my sanity mine
I I need my sanity
I want my sanity
mine
sick and twisted
you'll never get it
you'll always and forever be full of shit
I I need my sanity
my sanity
mine
I I need my sanity
I want my sanity
mine
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14. |
forget me
03:20
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forget me
that's how it should be
I am nobody
so just forget me
one day
you'll slowly stop messaging
and move on to better things
and leave me here
that's okay
I knew that this day would come
I'll just be on my own
so leave me here
forget me
that's how it should be
I am nobody
so just forget me
forget me
that's how it should be
I am nobody
so just forget me
it seems
to happen every time
maybe this is a sign
they'll leave me here
I don't
wanna go through this
its not worth fighting it
just leave me here
forget me
that's how it should be
I am nobody
so just forget me
forget me
that's how it should be
I am nobody
so just forget me
I'll just be alone
till I'm gone
it's easier that way
no more
no more
no more
forget me
that's how it should be
I am nobody
so just forget me
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15. |
Willie
03:17
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she's always around
with her I never can be down
mmm mmm mmm
she finds a way to be
the kindest person that you'll ever meet
mmm mmm mmm
and I
I'll be grateful till the end of time
for all
she has done
and I
I can't believe that she's my best friend
mmm mmm
through highs and lows
mostly highs throughout the nights
mmm mmm mmm
and I
I'll be grateful till the end of time
for all
she has done
and I
I can't believe that she's my best friend
mmm mmm
I hope you know
even though I don't say it
I hope you know
even though I don't say it
I love you Willie
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